I feel alone and empty. but ever since a year ago you’ve been here for me… and you keep saying what a wonderful person I am. that I’m amazing… you don’t know the real me. and I hate what I’m making you feel. we’ve toId things that no one else knows about us. i know a side of you no one else knows. i shouldn’t be part of your life but you said that you wouldn’t let me push you away. maybe we should go our separate ways because I’m scared you’re going to hate me or worse be disappointed. but mostly I’m scared of you telling me your real feelings for me. the only reason you haven’t is because you know you and I will never be.

